today i did something that i never thought i'd ever be able to do.

i found roundtrip tickets to San Francisco in 2 weeks (just in time to see Tsunami Bomb and the Action Design in Petaluma) for only $93 and i didn't buy them. i wanted to, and fuck do i ever still want to, and i hope to GOD i dont regret it as much as i feel like i'm going to regret it, because it would have been the time of my life, but i'm making a decision to move forward in my life instead of going on impulse and spending money when i can't afford to. 

today made me decide that i will never again put myself in the situation where i have to say no to something i want as badly as i want to go to this show, because of stupid decisions i've made in the past with money.